Depressionen: "Ich bin der Leidtragende meines Kopfes"

Florian leidet seit frühester Kindheit an Depressionen. In schlimmen Phasen verselbstständigt sich sein Verstand. Foto: Adriana Heide
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Suizidgedanken, Alkohol und Drogen, Klinikaufenthalte: Florian leidet seit frühester Kindheit an Depressionen. Die Kontrolle über sein Leben hat er schon vor langer Zeit verloren.

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